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[title] the kids are alright
[author] deora_mystic
[fandom] harry potter (ensemble) (source: "harry potter and the half-blood prince")
[music] lake control by fat segal
[summary] the kids are not all right.
[length] 2:19 minutes
[notes] my first fanvid, yaye! done in one internet-less week so i couldn't appeal to fellow fen for advice/hand-holding :( additional notes below.
[feedback] concrit will get you a hypothetical first-born.
[originally posted] here, august 2009.

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[title] like you don't remember this
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] buffy/angel
[ratings/warnings] r / het sexual vague depiction, weirdness
[length] 444 words.
[notes] the first piece of published "fic" after a very long time happened at 2am.
[challenge] oxoniensis "porn battle vii"; prompts: cemetery, time.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on oxoniensis' lj, january 2009.

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[title] sleepless on your floor
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] arthur/merlin
[ratings/warnings] r / not-quite-vague (?) sentences about gay sex, au, modern (but not really?)
[length] 214 words.
[notes] we're clearly confused about this. but this was just an image i'd got stuck with in my mind. nothing more.
[challenge] oxoniensis "porn battle vii"; prompts: sleepless, comfort.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on her lj, january 2009.

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[title] lessons they left out from the history books
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] arthur/merlin
[ratings/warnings] r / vague hints at gay sex? somewhat depressing?
[length] 674 words.
[notes] a clear illustration of how bad i fail whenever i attempt to do this 'porn' thing. but the forest imagery was perhaps influenced by this other arthur/merlin draft i'd been working on (ie: the first piece of fic-writing after almost 2years, but not publishable)
[challenge]
oxoniensis "porn battle vii"; prompts: history, winter.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on her lj, january 2009.

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[title] sometimes it rains
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] Draco/Blaise, Ginny/Luna, implied Harry/Draco & Harry/Ginny
[summary] On the sixth minute of the fourth hour of the third day of the secondmonth of the second and last year of war, half of the world disappeared. Some wounds are harder to heal.
[ratings/warnings] pg13 - r / character death, au, angst.
[length] 1,800 words.
[notes] again, the h/d stumbled in by its own accord. my last fic of the year. i'm still a bit ashamed that i managed to swap the focus on my pairing of choice instead of on the desired pairings. :-/
[challenge] the hp_smutfree fic/art exchange. actualize's prompt was: Draco/Blaise, Krum/Cedric, Ginny/Luna; Angst or dark which have bittersweet or happy endings. I loathe fluff, humor and sap.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on the lj comm, july 2006.
[beta?] a quick one by the mods at hp_smutfree.

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[title] but the mermaids are gone
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] Luna/Draco; implied Harry/Luna, Harry/Draco, Blaise/Draco
[summary] during the war, some fall easier than others.
[ratings/warnings] PG / violence, dark, angst, AU, stream of consciousness.
[length] 850 words
[notes] after a long time, rusty. also, i'd doodled the keywords in the four corners of a piece of paper in november 2005 (the order: mermaids-cry-sea-sick)
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on an lj comm, april 2006.
[beta?] a fun trip with jazzyjello.

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[title] lesson of the week
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] harry/draco
[summary] Draco wishes he'd understand it a little better.
[ratings/warnings] pg / angst, stream of consciousness, wtf, au.
[length] 900 words.
[notes] dedicated to final (on a lost bet) & emma. enjoyable.
[challenge] the_eros_affair's second wave of cheque scenarios. cheque scenario: 55. Draco to Harry - I promise not to say a word.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on an lj comm, november 2005.

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[title] dawn PAUSEd (or just another class of arithmancy)
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] implied harry/draco
[summary] Harry and Draco, sitting on the edge of the world, d-y-i-n-g.
[ratings/warnings] g / non-linear, au, angst, dark.
[length] 580 words.
[notes] another of those rare pleasing fics. but rushed, again. the prompt was gen but you can't really get the h/d out of me :p
[challenge] hecatesknickers' seasons&senses challenge. the prompt was Gen; Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter; Sight; Autumn; Rain, Post-War.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on my lj, october 2005.

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[title] two-knut cheap trick magic
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] Harry/Draco; implied Lucius/Draco
[summary] Every story is a story. Draco just wishes he’d knew his.
[ratings/warnings] R / implied incest & character death, angst, au.
[length] 1,800 words.
[notes] one of the few fics i'm actually kinda pleased with. exhausting, but rewarding, in the end.
[challenge]hp_synergy fic/art collaboration challenge.
[fanart available] wonderful accompanying art by edhelur
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on an lj comm, september 2005.
[beta?] _eleka_nahmen_

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[title] the longest night, nightfalls.
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] bill/fleur
[summary] Fleur knows she can’t compete with her.
[ratings/warnings] pg / fluff.
[length] 650 words.
[notes] het wow.
[challenge] hecatesknickers' The Seasons and Senses Challenge. Prompt: Bill/Fleur; Touch, Summer; Healing.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on my lj, september 2005.

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[title] untitled
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] ron/neville, implied ron/harry, harry/draco
[summary] there’s more feeling in a glass of pumpkin juice.
[ratings/warnings] pg / angst
[length] 680 words.
[notes] i got the idea (as all my bright ideas) while trying to sleep. and, as it's not blatantly H/D, i was a little apprehensive handling the characters/pairings. hopefully, i haven't chipped the boys too bad..
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on my lj, august 2005.

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[title] run
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] harry/draco
[summary] Harry will be a hero. One last time.
[ratings/warnings] pg-13 / au, dark.
[length] 1,140 words.
[notes] my only endeavour in (real) songfic-land. after snow patrol's run.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on my lj, june 2005.

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[title] vers libre (ii)
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] narcissa/lily
[summary] Narcissa writes poetry, and it's always about Lily.
[ratings/warnings] pg / fluff
[length] 750 words.
[notes] rushed.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on an lj community, may 2005.

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[title] Răsbunătorii (the avengers)
[author] deora_mystic
[pairing/character(s)] harry/draco
[summary] Două lalele jucau pe un câmp căscat. Mă tot duc. Mă duc.
[ratings/warnings] pg-13 / au, angst, wtf, stream of consciousness.
[length] 740 words.
[notes] the first (and, at this time, only) shot in romanian of which i'm, nonetheless, strangely proud. triggered by a hypnotic romanian play, inspired, in its turn, by the story of orpheus&eurydice and the poetry of gellu naum.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on ff.net, march 2005.

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[title] shadow on my grave
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] harry/draco; mentions of draco/pansy
[summary] Draco Malfoy never leaves and Harry Potter keeps his eyes shut.
[ratings/warnings] PG 13 - R / au, angst, dark, insanity, stream of consciousness.
[length] 1,270 words.
[notes] more or less inspired by an audrey tatou movie.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on an lj comm, february 2005.

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[title] snowflakes
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] harry/draco
[summary] Harry has done what the world asked of him. Will no one remember him?
[ratings/warnings] pg-13 / mildly graphic slash, very AU, slightly angsty, post-war
[length] 1,000 words
[notes] it was snowing beautifully the day i wrote this.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[fanart available] novacaine_kick's heartbreaking piece.
[originally posted] on an lj community, january 2005.

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[title] come to me
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] ginny/luna
[summary] Around the moon there’s only one way – through her heart. Ginny always dreams of the moon.
[ratings/warnings] r / au, fluff, pwp.
[length] 570 words.
[notes] it was written under the wonderful, dreamy-like influence of the Vangelis' Come to me, so you may consider it a songfic.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on an lj community, january 2005.
[beta?] renthead006.

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[title] anonymous
[author] deora_mystic
[pairings/character(s)] harry/draco
[summary] Draco's POV on how the relationship between him and Harry evolves, from anonymity to anonymity. Four shots.
[ratings/warnings] r ; angst, dark, fluff, au.
[length] 1,295 words
[notes] got the idea in the summer, 2004.
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on a community, november 2004.

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[title] untitled drabble
[author] deora_mystic
[ratings/warnings] g / description-only.
[length] 100 words
[notes] an exercise. the main point of this challenge was to write something in a way you've never done before (POV requirement : third person objective, prompt: just enough sweetness)
[challenge] oxoniensis' Writers' Workout Challenge (summer 2005)
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on my lj, august 2005.

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[title] vers libre (i)
[author] deora_mystic
[ratings/warnings] g - pg?
[length] 177 words
[notes] written, in a rush, with certain slashy subtext (in my mind).
[feedback] always appreciated.
[originally posted] on my lj, may 2005.

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